April 28, 2011
When I woke up Thursday morning, I was fortunate to have my home, my family and my life. The tornadoes had just missed my area. I thank God for this. That morning I got my kids ready for school, they ate their breakfast and I dropped them off at school. When I returned home I knew I had a ton of photos to edit and many deadlines to meet. As I sat down at my desk and stared at my computer screen, it all seemed irrelevant to me. I started thinking off all the people just thirty minutes from my city who lost their homes and their lives. My heart told me what I needed to do.
I loaded the trunk of my car with bottled water, food and clothing and drove to Phil Campbell. When I approached the city limits police officials had the entrance blocked and were only allowing medical services to enter. There were people who had family members that lived there and were yelling at the police officer to please just let them in. Everyone was upset and felt helpless. I turned my car around and headed back down the highway. I, myself, felt helpless. I wanted to donate these items, I wanted to volunteer, I wanted to just do something! At that moment, my heart who had told me what I needed to do, told me what to do next. I found an alternate road into Phil Campbell.
When I reached the end of the road I approached a small neighborhood. I was not prepared for what I was about to see or experience. All the homes were gone. All of them. Nothing left but piles of rubble and memories. People were walking around with garbage bags gathering what personal items they could find. Children were picking up their toys. I could hear one little girl say to her mom, "I found my other sock!" So there I was and I asked myself "Now, Amanda what are you going to do?" Again, I felt helpless.
I found a drop off location for my donations and like many others I began just walking down the streets of the neighborhood. I wanted to find someone that I could help. I had my camera with me as I always do. I was hesitant to even take it out of the case. Who was I to walk around taking pictures of these poor devastated tornado victims with my big fancy camera when they had lost everything? I knew these people had a story to be told but was it my place to document it? My questions were all answered when I met Jimmy Adams and his daughter Alexis. He begin telling me his story. He pointed to the only door left standing of his house and said "You see that door, it leads to the hallway. That's where we were when the tornado hit our home." Jimmy began telling me in detail what his family experienced. In the house was Jimmy along with his wife, and Alexis plus his eight year old son and 14 month old baby. They all survived and he was just happy to be alive. It brought me brought me to tears! A journalist approached with a television camera and asked to interview him. He agreed. He wanted to tell the people of the world what he went through. When the interview was over it was at that point I asked him if I could take a photo of him and his daughter. Again he agreed. My heart then told me at that moment that this is what I was here to do.
I met a lady named Linda Cummings who had lived in her home with her mother since she was a child. They've always just had each other and now that's all they had. She told me how her and her 80 year old mother held each other tight repeating the words "I love you, I love you" over and over again as the tornado violently shook her home. She described how the strong winds from the tornado took her breath away and left her in fear of her life. Her eyes filled with tears and she said "I never want anyone, ANYONE to come that close to losing their lives!" I hugged her for what seemed like a lifetime as she cried on my shoulder. I shared her tears and felt her pain.
I met so many families that day. Some I photographed, some I didn't. I spoke to a Hispanic family who had lost their uncle. His body was found a few feet away from the very wheelchair he would sit in. Just when I thought I had heard and seen it all, someone yells "There's a body under this tree!". I walked over to where the EMTs and ambulance were. A man's body was being recovered from underneath a massive tree that had fallen to the ground. I still had my camera in my hand and was very hesitant to take a photo. I debated with this thought in my head over and over again. I closed my eyes, snapped the shutter and walked away. I prayed to God to forgive me if I had done something morally wrong. A few feet away was an American flag torn and twisted around the branch of a tree. As I took that very photo everything I had seen that day brought me to my knees.
I believe God put it in my heart to go to the little town of Phil Campbell that day. I pray these images I share with you tell the story of Jimmy and Alexis Adams, Linda Cummings and the thousands of families who lost everything they had and who's lives will be changed forever.


















How to donate:
Text:
REDCROSS to 90999 and a $10 donation
Mail:
American Red Cross
P O Box 37243
Washington, DC 20013
Phone:
Alabama Statewide Volunteer Call Center
1-888-421-1266
Web:
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ReplyDeleteWhat always gets me is the aftermath of blue skies. Almost cruel.
ReplyDeleteLord, have mercy.
ReplyDeletethanks for documenting - am living far away from our north alabama home and it helps to see and process what has happened
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing the images.
ReplyDeleteIn tears. Thank you so much for documenting this. My prayers go out to all of those who have suffered loss in this tragedy.
ReplyDeleteBreaks my heart.
ReplyDeleteOur thoughts and prayers go out to all the familes/friends who had to endure/will endure for a long time, the tragedies of this day. I can't even imagine. Thank you for sharing your photos.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your blog and photos. It gives focus to our prayers and efforts to donate - just being able to visualize it. Truly, a picture is worth a thousand words.
ReplyDeletepowerful photos....praying for all involved
ReplyDeleteWow! Moving in every way. Great documentation.
ReplyDeletethe book that was photographed ... WITHIN HEAVEN'S GATES by Rebecca Springer ... amazing that this particular book is lying open in the middle of all the damage ... and that there are those who were so recently living right here in this area who are now truly within heaven's gates
ReplyDeletefor once is my life I am speechless. great documentation and a great heart, you are blessed..
ReplyDeleteAmanda, what an amazing job you have done capturing a "STORY" that will be told by hundreds for years to come, and thank you for sharing it with us!!
ReplyDeleteHey Amanda - found your site from The Pioneer WOman. These images are amazing! Thanks so much for being so brave and capturing everything to show the rest of us that couldn't be there to witness it ourselves. I'm sure Jimmy and the rest of the people you met will be grateful that you helped tell their story.
ReplyDeleteAmanda,
ReplyDeleteWhat a gift you have been Blessed with. Thanks for sharing .My Heart is breaking for My Sweet Home Alabama.
I'm in DeKalb County. I'm 2 miles from the worst of it here. Yet, I have only experienced inconveniences. I've taken a few pictures but haven't had the freedom (kids in tow) to shoot much. Your shots have helped me to start really crying. I've held it in - for the kids' sakes - all week. I'm at the point where I either cry or scream. So, thank you for helping free my tears.
ReplyDeleteWe were hit here in NE Tennessee at about 11:52 at night on the 27th. I am from a small mountain town in Butler which is in Johnson County. They categorized our tornado as an EF2-which is nothing compared to what Alabama got hit with. My heart breaks for all those less fortunate. Please donate what you can to the hardest hit areas. The outpouring of prayers, goods, money and comments is overwhelming and shows me and others that God is Love. He gets all the praise for keeping those who are still here safe-and I know it's hard-there are no words-but know that those who were taken are in a better place. God Bless you, Amanda. God Bless all of you. We Southerners are a hearty folk. You have not forgotten about us and trust me, it's obvious.
ReplyDeleteKeri, did you skip over the part where she said she had bottled water and supplies for the people while climbing up on your moral high horse? Did you skip over the part where she asked if she could take pictures? I don't think it's for her own personal gain-what personal gain does she get from posting pics of a body bag? She sends a message to those who are safe and warm in their homes....not only were homes destroyed but LIVES were lost-the biggest tragedy of all. It is people like Amanda who get the message..the voices of the victims out there to the rest of us. How else would we have heard about these people? We need to hear about these people. We need to see and feel a small part of their tremendous loss. It is not YOUR Alabama...it is Amanda's as well, and mine-it is God's Alabama and we are his people. The tragedy is horrible enough without having to be lectured by naysayers like you. Keep it to yourself next time, huh?
ReplyDeleteTo Anonymous who posted yesterday, May 3...
ReplyDeleteYou don't even have the guts to show your name? You need to understand that the mainstream media talks about HOUSES torn apart, SHOPPING MALLS and STORES destroyed... it's ALL about property and $$$$$ with those people. Amanda captures what is REALLY important - the PEOPLE, their FEELINGS, their personal LOSSES - not just property damage! You, of anyone, if you live in Alabama, should understand this more so than anyone!
You need to apologize to Amanda. Now.
Sincerely,
Valarie G. Weinhaus
Kirksville, MO
660-665-3606
To Anonymous who posted yesterday May 3...
ReplyDeleteI am appalled at the audacity of you for leaving such a comment and making a "judgment" call about someone you don't even know. I can tell you first hand that Amanda Chapman is one of my best friends and one of the kindest persons you would ever meet. Her heart is as big as Dixie and she would NEVER exploit anyone or anything for personal gain. Amanda has given of her time and own her resources to assist in the salvaging and healing of those poor people. She has made it her personal mission to make sure that supplies keep going and the basic necessities for the Phil Campbell and Hackleburg communities are met. I have worked in both communities these past few days and will be going back after I get off work today. I am proud of the fact that Amanda Chapman will be accompanying me. We roll up our sleeves and step knee deep in debris to pull whatever remnants we can from the rubble that will help those people piece their lives back together. Please tell us “Anonymous” just exactly what have you done? Unless you have been down there in the trenches and physically helped, you have no right to say anything that would produce a negative light on Amanda or anyone else. Actually “Anonymous” you have NO RIGHT to JUDGE anyone at all. Like myself, and so many others, Amanda has been compelled to keep people aware of the gravity of the aftermath from the destruction of that day. Her photographs tell the story of the “people” as well as the damage. Her photographs tug at the heartstrings and are hauntingly moving. They have helped people from all over the country be AWARE of what has happened so that those communities will not be forgotten in a week, a month or even a year. My suggestion to you is this “Anonymous” - keep your opinions to yourself and leave any type of “judgment” up to God. I can assure you, as a Christian, that God knows Amanda’s heart and soul. You don’t.
Tammy A. Rochester
Florence, AL
To ANONYMOUS: Who exactly are you to say that God did NOT lead her? How exactly is she seeking personal gain? If you felt so strong about something such as this, why not sign your accusation? AMANDA, I am very thankful for your show of compassion and helping alert everyone that comes in contact with your work, to be able to help in what ever way they can. The devastation that our neighbors have experienced is horrific. Morally, none of us have 'gawked' at any of the photos, maybe gasped out of sorrow. Personally I think you "anonymous" need a reality check, and may God bless the ignorant.
ReplyDeleteAnd just FYI, I had no idea who Amanda was until today, & I am proud to say I met her as she was carrrying donated items to Alexis & her family, with tears streaming down her face, I had the opportunity to hug her for ALL the good she is doing!
And ditto to Valerie's statement above, you need to apologize to Amanda NOW...
Lecia Ford aka not ashamed
Tuscumbia, ALABAMA
Amanda is a true "ANGEL" she has the kindest heart ever!!! Her pictures have helped us all see what people are going thru! Becuase of her pics, people are helping the displaced people of that community and other places in AL. What have you done?
ReplyDeleteAngel Rollins
Hartselle, AL
Keri I apologize for directing my heated response to you instead of Anonymous for whom it was intended!!!
ReplyDeleteJust delete that sick sad message
ReplyDeleteJust delete it
Don't judge it or the sender
Tragedy obviously brought out the worst in that person
The bitterness and judgement speaks volumes
Delete
Forgive
Move on
That message is not important
Surely the tornadoes have taught us what is important?
Surely!
Amanda,
ReplyDeleteYour photos are some of the best I've seen yet from this disaster. I especially like the human aspect in the first group. Disasters like this one are not so much about the smashed trailers and the overturned cars. It's about the people who lived in those trailers and drove those cars... Along with the strangers in uniform directing traffic, the men repairing the electric grid, the policeman who leads the procession to the cemetary. There's thousands of images of torn-up trees on line, but find the emotion in a shot of a tree. Great eye, great photos.
Al Whitaker
Huntsville
I lived for 30 years in Phil Campbell. These pictures will mean just as much to me in 30 years as they do know, because they show the heart and soul of a town that was torn apart.
ReplyDeleteWe will rebuild. We will grow back.
Thank you for your pictures. They mean so much.
Good photos. As a photographer myself, along with most everybody else in the family....it is very difficult under these circumstances to photograph....yet, you want to...you need to. Somehow we've become such a visual world and to see these images, it conveys the moment that all of us on the outside looking in need to feel.
ReplyDeleteLoaded my old jeep last Friday and traveled with family to Sand Mountain/Powell/Fyffe/Rainsville area.......thankfully my family was ok, without power, but all safe. We celebrated a 13th birthday Saturday, no power, no ice cream...but a cake made with love and an extra hug for family.
My family is including your area in prayers. May our God of comfort and strength put His loving arms around so many.
Thank you for sharing your photos.
As a photographer and a member of the American Red Cross, these photos remind me of what my organization does on a regular basis. Thanks for the stark realization that, no matter what my problems, there are always those that have bigger ones. May God bless you more than he has already.
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